Inspiration and motivation

Hello everybody, 

Today I thought that I would talk about aspirations for the future and ways to improve your life. Recently, I have been feeling fairly unsatisfied with the way that I am living my life and am just finiding myself being down and unmotivated with a sense that my life does not have much purpose or inspiration behind it. This really saddens me and I would really like to invest more time in myself and  in improving elements of my life to make me happier. 

One of the reasons behind my lack of inspiration, is my ridiculous ambition of a perfect life, which I know is completely impossible and yet I am fixated on this image of my ideal life. I really do not know how I can settle this or ever going about by making it a reality as I am only young and certain things are completely out of my control. 

So far what I have done is that I have made a bucket list of everything I would like to achieve in my life, which I thought would motivate me to do something and try to achieve things however all it seems to have done is make me ficsate on my perfect life even more. 

I feel like I need a completely fresh start in order to completely reinvent myself, I would love a new bedroom but this is just not logistical for me at the moment so it mostly leaves me dumb founded as to what I can do. Another route of my frustration lies in my financial situation, as I feel like I would really like to earn some money of my own that I have achieved myself as also my friends seemed to have acquired this type of position whereas at the age I am, it seems that my options are incredibly limited, leading me again to being stuck in this cycle where I don't know what to do. 

Any advice that you could leave me would be greatly appreciated  and if any of you have any similar issues I would really live to hear your thoughts on the subjects and things that you did to improve your inspriation. Overall, I would just love a new, fresh chance to be a spiritual and personally balanced person  but in the constant current restraints of modern life, I do not understand how this can be done.

I hope all of you have a great weekend and I now encourage you to go and find something that inspires you, and then go do it! 

Beauty Scene x

"Try to be a rainbow in someone else's cloud" 

Maya Angelou